For private: I hope I can recall correctly what God told me through J.S, but it was something along the lines of, "My daughter, you already know my voice. You rely on others' too much. Many have falsely accused you but we have a relationship unlike (any other, most, others...something like that)...
I spake with J.S yesterday and I went to her concerning certain matters that were strong in my mind. She answered me, confirming what I had been thinking about and then asked if she could pray with me, to which I happily obliged. About 15 seconds into the prayer, she stated that she was going to have a prayer in silence to the Lord, afterwhich she spake to God in tongues. Only seconds later she chuckles and says, "God has brought into my memory..." and the rest is a bit obscure.
"...You are following me obediently as I have guided. In the Army (it was mentioned at some point...not sure how though because I've forgotten) you will become strong. Your armor will become thick and you will be able to see the attacks against you as they come." Well as time goes on I forget...
The rest of what God told her was meant for mainly me I think, but it's given me the hope (which pastor told me to pray for, a vision of hope, which I did...now that I think about it) and confirmation that I desperately needed. In fact, as soon as J.S spake the interpretation of her communication with God through tongues, I began to cry, then weep, and...bawl. Yeah, I was completely snotting myself and that's just not typical of me unless I feel the move of the Spirit. How beautiful he is!!!
...what was said but and so this is the best I can reall. J.S followed up on this after the prayer and smiled at me with tears in her eyes saying that she was utterly shocked to see what a beautiful relationship that she sees that God and I have. She said that I have been wrongly accused but that I am...
I was asked the other day if I have heard God speak to me. Not necessarily through actual words, but been in a situation in which I knew that God was speaking to me. I hesitated because it's hard to describe what hearing God's like, then I went through doubt because I was talking to a person I have in high regard, and finally, faltered in my response. But I do feel God! I do hear his voice! He knows how much I love and fear him. Whether I've been bathed in the holy spirit? Let me tell you something, all these little phrases, these "religiously correct" sentences drive me nuts. I'll tell you about my Lord. He and I, we are inseparable. I am young, I am naive, and hell, I'm definitely imperfect. I can even try running from him sometimes. I recognize my inadquecies, my faults, my self-image, and...
...following where God wants me to follow and to walking where he wants me to walk, that I do indeed hear his voice, and have a relationship with God that just isn't as real to others as God made it real to her. There was no mistaking her expression. I was shocked...
...I give them to God. Have I been "bathed" in the holy Spirit? Yes, I have. The moment I was conceived in my mother's womb, my spirit had already recognized my savior. I swear, my own spirit was jumping up and down in joy, eager to be one with his Spirit. I am touched by his presence daily.. Should he choose to hide his face from me, I know he is still there. My heart has always been one for God. Technically, there has never been a date when I "officially" became a Christian. I am. If you want to be technical about it, I came back on fire for God after going to this "Tell the World 2000" thing that mum took me to at age eleven.
Someone prophesied to me on the last day, saying that my ministry will be 'women and children.' I don't know if that's for real or not but I thirsted after the holy Spirit and have since then. That was also when the attacks of Satan began barging at my innocense and more. After my car accident in Summer of 2007, my graduation year, because I picked up Watchmen Nee and gobbled that up. I got a better understanding of the holy Spirit then and craved it all the more. Well that's enough of that. I think I need to post my testimony on here :D.
God had never done this for me, in this way before. I just can't accurately describe how I felt or how I feel, even now. Blessed be his name!!!
