"Jesus, why does your name on my lips taste so foreign? So long I've missed the comfort of your presence. The depth of love I have for you, I cannot deny. Have I your protection still or have I cast away my safety?

I seek your hand in the hole I am, your face in my darkest of times. Save me from myself. Save me from the snares in the darkness which caress my cheek and prowl on my soul. Lord God, help me, guide me, and be my strength. I have picked up your sword and armor, now help me carry them into battle."